my discovery

i've discovered that vacations during the semester are a really bad idea for me. have you ever taken the color personality test? mine came out yellow with red and blue tied for second. yellows are the fun-lovers, blues are the do-gooders and reds are the power people. i like to go, go, go. i get restless and can't stay in one place for a long time. i have a hard time focusing on boring things, like school. i just procrastinate and have no motivation! and going on these super cool vacations makes coming back to school even worse. i just spent a week in hawaii and it was amazing. one of the most beautiful places i have ever been. but now i have all this stuff to make up [like a paper due tomorrow] and it's only 2 pages double spaced but i just haven't been able to start it. this beautiful weather isn't helping either. cause instead of homework i took a jog to my bff joe's house and played soccer with him. and being back at school just makes me sad..i don't want to be stuck in a dorm doing homework when i could be out on the beach or in an airplane going somewhere a lot better than here. [ps i really do love utah] i really just can't bring myself to do any work. same thing happened after i went to the shuttle launch, st george, and then orlando for the women in aviation conference. i came home and was just sad. and the people here are driving me crazy... most of them anyway. and to top it off there is this missionary [keep in mind i've never met him, just texted him] and he is basing his decision on where to go to school on how our date goes..he just really wants to get married and it is freaking me out! he is really nice [over texting anyway..] but i don't want to get married and i want him to go to school where he wants to go, not where i am. i am soo happy with being single, and just having a good time. but ya know, the only thing i can go do is smile and have a good attitude about everything, which i can do, no big! and force myself to do homework. there's not much school left!

but on a happier note...can't even wait for this summer. gonna be so legit. i'm going to chicago to visit michelle, colorado springs with some aviation people to the altitude chambers, sun valley with the fam, alaska to see kelcy [sleeping in a tent might i add.], seattle to drive christine's car home with her. and that's just the beginning. me and savannah plan on trying to fly to some of the states we've never been to, especially the ones back east. me and katie are gonna just party it up everyday, already have so many plans. like our genius road trip. anyway, this summer is gonna be bomb. can't even wait. 2 weeks of school and finals and i'm outta here!!



"i believe in love and in arguing,
in jamming out by yourself in the car.
i believe in having someone
tell you that you're beautiful,
dancing in the rain, and miracles.
i believe in smiling till your cheeks hurt
and laughing until you pee."