fb=bad!

Okay so I've come to the conclusion that facebook is the worst thing ever. It's addictive! See, the problem is that it makes me just a little bit envious. I see other peoples pictures, their interactions with mutual friends, or not mutual friends (which is almost worse cause then I want to be friends with that person-weird right?), and just all the stuff my friends are doing. First off, I have this want, well probably more like a need, to be a part of everything. And by everything, I mean everything. I don't like to miss out on anything. I want to be included with all my friends going ons. Part of it is my deeply rooted need to make everyone happy and part is that i just really don't want to miss out on any fun! Second is I have a slight jealousy problem. When I look at facebook I see other people talking and doing stuff it makes me want to be a part of that. For example, it's been really bad ever since working at the alpine slide. I see these pictures of all my new friends in the winter on the ski lifts and on the slopes and i have this huge desire to be a part of that. Some of it is that I just wish I was still into the skiing/snowboarding hobby. Another thing is college soccer. I see my friends and old teammates talking about their games and that kinda stinks. College soccer is something that I wanted to do and I miss playing. I mean I still play soccer but it's not quite the same. I miss the competition, I miss your team being your family, the road trips, the team rooms, the games, I miss it all. [sorry, got slightly off track there.]

so basically, facebook is not good for my health!

love you,
m