scenarios

don't judge me after you read this cause i guarantee you all do it too.

i create scenarios in my head. i do something and like play out how everythings gonna go. same with conversations. i'll say something and then what the other person would say and my reply and so on. and i create these little scenarios in my head on how i want things to play out. but then it never go the way that i planned and i get so disappointed. i do it a lot when i'm driving. i just create these little moments in my brain and love how they go and then snap back to reality and realize that isn't going to happen! or with conversations when i imagine how those go i get upset when they don't say what i was hoping cause then i have to think of a new reply. haha sounds so ridiculous even to me but it is what it is! and i'm sure everyone has done this one time or another. anyway, i find it amusing.

on another note...i completely misread a situation and now i feel like a complete idiot. and i'm just praying that it doesn't mess up how things were before. ughh i'm so frustrated with it, i feel so dumb. and just wish i had a girl to talk to it about.. but i guess that's life right?

this song has been on repeat for days.