i'm tired of sitting still. i needed a couple of days break when school ended, but i wish my break would have ended uhh after sunday. i hate just sitting in my house having nothing to do. it drives me INSANE. i was going to go visit kelcy but she won't be back in alaska for 2 weeks. and i'm going to colorado springs in a week and my job doesn't start till the end of the month...so what am i supposed to do till then?! i honestly can't stand just sitting here! i walk around the house with nothing to do... and i'll admit there is something i could do about this, but i have this problem of being lazy and not just DOING the things i want to do, problem right?i should be scrapbooking or writing missionaries or jeez i don't even know...but SOMETHING. if anyone has any suggestions as to what i should be doing with my free time, something to get me motivated, it would be greatly appreciated because something bad is going to happen if i sit here much longer.
ps the thing that i was afraid was going to happen and tried so, so hard to convince myself wouldn't happen, is starting to happen. and it really, really makes me sad.
on another note...i have an OBSESSION with the biggest loser. seriously love it so much. but now sam and sunshine are home :( i know my boy koli is going to win.
oh, and where is the sun?! i thought this was supposed to be summer?
i need to take some initiative and get my summer going instead of waiting for someone else to do something about it for me.
there is this missionary, i have never met him, he has only seen my picture and i have only seen his, but he got my address from elder stringham and he sent me this letter that was probably the funniest thing i have ever read. just proclaiming his love for me and me and my roommates got together and wrote just a sappy letter back and so now we have these joking, sappy, romantic love letters going back and forth and it basically makes my life better. we come up with the funniest things. my favorite line of his is "love is pulling us together but life is pulling us apart" i wish you guys could read the letters because i know you would just have tears runnning down your face. and our responses are just as great.
brandan [creepy rm, date, ahhh] chose to go to dixie, finally. but regrets it now. and still seems to think there will be something between us even though he has been told, by multiple people, multiple times, that i just want to be his friend.
i went on a harley ride last weekend and it was soo great! the canyon was kinda freezing but it felt so good to get out and ride again.
i've been remembering my dreams recently! i never have before.
anyway..that's all that's on my mind. for the moment at least.
ps the thing that i was afraid was going to happen and tried so, so hard to convince myself wouldn't happen, is starting to happen. and it really, really makes me sad.
on another note...i have an OBSESSION with the biggest loser. seriously love it so much. but now sam and sunshine are home :( i know my boy koli is going to win.
oh, and where is the sun?! i thought this was supposed to be summer?
i need to take some initiative and get my summer going instead of waiting for someone else to do something about it for me.
there is this missionary, i have never met him, he has only seen my picture and i have only seen his, but he got my address from elder stringham and he sent me this letter that was probably the funniest thing i have ever read. just proclaiming his love for me and me and my roommates got together and wrote just a sappy letter back and so now we have these joking, sappy, romantic love letters going back and forth and it basically makes my life better. we come up with the funniest things. my favorite line of his is "love is pulling us together but life is pulling us apart" i wish you guys could read the letters because i know you would just have tears runnning down your face. and our responses are just as great.
brandan [creepy rm, date, ahhh] chose to go to dixie, finally. but regrets it now. and still seems to think there will be something between us even though he has been told, by multiple people, multiple times, that i just want to be his friend.
i went on a harley ride last weekend and it was soo great! the canyon was kinda freezing but it felt so good to get out and ride again.
i've been remembering my dreams recently! i never have before.
anyway..that's all that's on my mind. for the moment at least.
"taking chances is really just about overcoming your fears. because the truth is everytime you take a risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you're always happy you took it."
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