miss youuuu.

last night as i lay in bed i was thinking about all the people that i need more of (or back) in my life. so i made a list.

• baby j- i miss her everyday. i miss the sleepovers we had. i miss how whatever problem i had i could lay in her bed and she'd listen. i miss being able to go get in her bed when i woke up scared in the middle of the night. i miss how i'd come home from class and there she was, asleep in my bed. i miss how i could tell her everything and there was no judgement. i miss how she would make us pudding when one of us was sad. i miss our late night adventures to different states and meeting random boys. i miss wearing our number one fan shirts and going to joe's soccer games. i miss how we did everything together. i miss having her across the hall to talk to. i miss sitting there watching gilmore girls or desperate houswives. i miss how we could sit there, not saying anything for hours, and be fine. i miss going to the library and sitting where we could stalk. she's one of the best friends i've ever had, i love you baby j!
• russell- he is one of my best friends and even through some of the rough times we've had we still remain the best of friends. his letters from germany make me so happy. they're so sincere and light up my day. he always makes me laugh and i know i can always talk to him about anything. i cannot wait till he's home.
• the weiss family- they are the best! they always turn a bad day into a good one. you can't be at their house and not be happy. i love how when i get there everyone runs outside to give me a hug. i love being adopted into a family when i'm away from my own. i love playing soccer with joe and talking airplanes with sam and making bracelets with all the little kids. that family is seriously blessed and i love them with all my heart.
• my group of friends from high school- i miss jocelyn, kristin, nick, tyler, shelbie, heather, christine, hana, samir, everyone. we had the best times in high school and we were seriously such close friends. i was so blessed with the friends i had in high school, i was lucky. we had such a good group of people. i thank you guys, and i miss you. let's hang out?
• pcmr co-workers- just in general i miss working there. but the people i worked with are so funny! work was always the highlight of my week. i had such a good time laughing and joking with them. i was a newbie this summer but they didn't mind. i miss bowling parties and being made fun of.
• james, mark, and matt-i miss having classes with them, sitting in the library for hours "doing" homework, i miss wasting times between classes sitting at the tsc, i miss going out to lunch, and sitting at the airport, i miss our cross country flights where everything seems to go wrong, i miss james making all my problems seem so trivial, mark always sticking up for me when the boys are being mean, and matt just being matt.