ok i have a feeling now this post is not going to make sense to anyone...but i'm gonna give it a go anyway! so in a relationship, any relationship not just like dating relationship, do you ever feel like you give and give and treat them so great and get nothing in return? cause i know i do. i feel like i'm so good to them and listen to them and try and help and do things to make them smile and be happy, and they don't even care about me. they'll pretend to but you can tell it's not sincere. i mean ya there will be times when i totally know they care, but a lot of the time it's like..."i'm right here, notice me!!" anyway that's enough of that little rant...hope someone understood!
anyway...i l o v e being spontaneous. more than anything. and spontaneous is pretty much the definition of my family. on saturday we were just sitting around the house after a soccer game and decided to fly to washington dc! no big deal. so we got on a plane to cincinnati and then to dulles. got there about 9, stayed up till 4:30 throwing cucumbers and lemons and trying to catch them with a knife. got up this morning and had some breakfast hung out for a bit and caught a flight home. we weren't even there for more than 24 hours! it's so great. random trips everywhere define my life. i love never planning anything and deciding in the moment to do it.
my random thoughts of today:
i miss samir.
i want summer.
there is a good and bad crazy. i apparently am the good kind.
it's weird how time can seem different. the flight home today seemed to take like 10 hours.
that's all folks!
"and what he doesn't know is i can't get him off of my mind."
3 comments:
I totally understand what you're saying about relationships. that's how I feel ALL the time
That's not called being spontaneous. It's called being spoiled.
hey girl. i totally understood your rant. and i totally want to go on a spontaneous flight with you. i love you girl. can't wait to see you!
Post a Comment