thanksgiving break

so this week i got this text message and it pretty much made my entire break... it said

"you're beautiful, you're funny, you're interesting,

you're so damn cute, you have beautiful eyes,

your smile lights up the room, and i miss you."

it was from my friend hannah, she was a page with me and lives in washington. she sent it completely randomly, we hadn't even talked for a couple of weeks. and she sent this. it made me so happy. someone is thinking about me! and it made me feel so good about myself. someone cares, yay!

anyway....i hung out with a bunch of our friends on wednesday. and it was sort of odd just cause to me it seems like nothing had changed and we hadn't been apart for 3 months. i picked christine up from the airport and it was so good to see her!! the first thing she did when she got in the car was turn disney music on. but like it said, it was strange cause it kinda just felt like nothing had even changed... i dunno if that makes sense. but it was good to see everyone. tyler and nick made me laugh just like always and i love russell's hugs. i didn't get to see everyone...so next time?

san diego...was actually not that fun. ok well it was fun just not as fun as other vacations. it was really hard to go to savannah's games and not be playing. it killed me... i miss soccer so much. the beach was fun even though it wasn't super warm. i love the sand between my toes and the waves hitting you. oh! we totally saw a dolphin just swimming in the waves when we were at the beach! it was sooo cool! but the whole trip my dad kept getting mad at me for texting so then i couldn't text brian like i wanted to...more on him later...and my sister's argue all the time, and i couldn't even hang out with savannah cause she stayed with her team the whole time. but it was still fun, california is fun. and luckily i got home tonight. my parents and summer and taylor are still not home.

but brian...i know you guys probably think i move from guys way too fast but... i was on ben for a long time till i realized nothing would ever happen there, and i still don't think i'm over him. then daniel...honestly i think i liked the idea of him liking me more than liking him...and i kinda feel dumb for holding hands with him. i just jumped at the idea of a guy liking me. i don't regret it cause i don't live with regrets. i just wish i had been smarter and i'll learn from this. it just sucks that him and brian are roommates, cause i'm starting to really like brian and i think this can actually go somewhere. he's such a great guy, and he always makes me laugh and we have so much in common and he's just the sweetest guy. i was talking to him today and he said when we first met his roommates always gave him crap about it and teased him that we were gonna start dating. [after he said this i felt even more stupid for what happened with daniel...] but i really hope this does go somewhere. i pretty much talk to him from the time i wake up until bedtime. it's really easy for me to talk to him and he gives me great advice. we never seem to run out of things to say.

anyway...i'm headed up to logan in the morning. don't really wanna go to class but i miss everyone there and this week won't be bad and then a few tests and the semester is over! so it won't be too bad. and i get to see brian tomorrow. so all is well.

not sure where i got this quote and it's sorta odd. but i like it.

"There may be trouble ahead,

but while there's moonlight and music and love and romance,

let's face the music and dance!"