i'm kinda moving back to my stress about everything self...and i'm not happy about it and i don't know what to do to stop it. i was doing so fine for a while there and now it's just not working. everyone that talks to ben or even people i don't like...i get all upset about it and i try hard not to...i wish there wasn't something wrong with me. then there's hunter....and i have a feeling i am reading waaayyyyy to into things and i'm gonna get my heart broken all over again...cause i am really starting to like him. i text him a bit and he says all these cute things and he even came to my soccer game tonight! but i just think i'm overanalyzing. again. and things are not gonna work out how i want them to. right now i'm kinda just in this depressed state of being...nothing is really making me super happy and i do not like this me. just nothing ever seems to go right. i need to snap out of this. soon. i just kinda really want hunter to like me... anyway. i'm just kinda at the point where it seems like nothing good is ever gonna come along.
"if you look inside a girls heart you'd see how much she really
cries, you'll find hidden secrets, best friends and lies. but what
you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong when
nothing's right and everything's wrong."
2 comments:
oh my gosh I love that quote!
and I love you.
don't worry baby, everything will work out, cuz we're going to Disneyland!
but seriously, I miss you way too much!
xoxo
oh kenz. i know exactly what you're talking about. and i don't think there is too much wrong with you. thanksgiving will be a much needed break from it all. i CANNOT wait to see you.
i love you!
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