sweet sappy molasses!

merry christmas everyone! i hope you had a wonderful christmas, cause i sure did. it started off not snowing, but there was snow outside. we opened presents and then played with everything. the wii fit is really cool! santa came to my house! we just kinda hung out all day. but it was a fun hanging out. i read a little [i'm OBSESSED with the sisterhood of the traveling pants. no joke. i don't think people really understand the extent of my obsessions.] we finally were able to open our stockings, which is probably my favorite part of christmas! later in the evening we ended up at grandpa's house, the whole family kinda just ends up gathering there every christmas. my 2 baby cousins are the cutest things in the world. no joke! love them. then the snow came. and it came and it came! so much snow! we parked at the bottom of their huge driveway so when time came to go home, we had to go down it. i started walking down first and slipped and fell on my butt. so then me and savannah and my mom ending up just sliding down the whole thing on our butts in our sweats. we got really wet, but it was so fun and so worth it! we watched click, i am in love with adam sandler, i watched it snow, read a little, and finally went to bed. good christmas all in all.

so me and brian have kinda indirectly talked about kissing and certain times and stuff like that and temple square and our date got brought up and it was kinda funny. he was like i am so sorry about that by the way. haha he said he was planning on it but since it was our first date he didn't want to seem forward. i have a feeling it will happen soon though! i can't wait to see him... i miss him a lot. he's such a sweetheart to me...but in all honesty, i am SOO scared to be in a relationship!! AH! i talked to ali about it and she kinda got me to calm down. but i'm so afraid of the ending and just i'm scared. as i'm sure everyone has noticed, everytime things start getting closer to serious with people i get scared and back out...i like brian so much, so i have to keep telling myself to stick with this no matter what...

just found out i'm going to my cabin tomorrow. could potentially be fun, but i'm not that super excited. it means freeeeezing and no service which means no talking to brian. but there will be sledding and snowmobiles. then i come home and go to new orleans for the sugar bowl which i am SO EXCITED about! new years eve there is gonna be craaaazy! and the game....it's gonna be huge! ahh i can't wait! and we won killer seats. i am also kind of excited to go back to school. well logan, not necessarily school. well i don't mind school actually. but this semester is gonna be pretty hard so i'm kinda nervous.

random fact: when i'm annoyed or angry, i clean.

"there is nothing like returning to a

place remains unchanged to find the ways

in which you yourself have altered."