random thoughts

this summer has been pretty good. i've had a lot of fun adventures! haven't traveled as much as i would have liked. but it's been fun. buut the whole time there has been this nagging feeling in the back of my mind. about leaving usu this semester. i already miss mark and james like none other. they all went to the idaho falls air show last weekend and it made me bawl. i'm supposed to be there. it was me, matt, james, and mark who started that group going to air shows. but alas, i couldn't get work off and they all went without me. seriously soo depressing. then i think about this semester. and how i am going to miss the flying trips, the classes with everyone, hanging out at the tsc, doing homework together and just being with my boys. i get so sad every time i think about it.

also, i was thinking about things in the past and i keep getting pretty nastalgic. like high school. i seriously had the best group of friends anyone could ask for. and we were always doing something and you always had someone to talk to. i miss that. i think i miss samir more than anyone. we were best friends. and then college came along and now we barely talk.

other random note is i'm pretty sure i was born in the wrong decade. i'm all about old fashioned. guys being gentleman and taking you out on dates. all the kids just meeting outside for games. not worrying about all the things that are happening these days. i wish i had grown up like that.

i miss how me and katie used to be best friends. all through the school year she was there for me and we had a great summer planned out and then i never heard from her. maybe she'll still get me something cool on her cruise? haha jk, but i do miss her lots.

boating with the Down's was seriously so great. i love that family! i really wish they lived in utah so i could hang out with them all the time. love zack!

also..josh. he asked me on a date for monday but i couldn't go cause i wasn't back from the cabin yet, and i haven't really heard from him since and he used to text me everyday. and i realize he is leaving soon, and i like him and he's a really good guy...

i know this sounds like i'm complaining-but i'm not. my life is seriously so great and i am so blessed. but occasionally i just realize how much i miss those things and it feels good to talk about them.

i have rosie back and i love her! she's so great and we always are together, even if we're not doing anything.

i've had a great time this summer: boating-with rosie, the Down's (love!), extreme tubing, s'mores; hiking-lake mary (with the fam and with josh!), moss ledge, bell's canyon, ensign peak; water balloons-epic fail!; soccer- at 7 in the morning; work-LOVE it; cabin-river running, four wheelers, mud; motorcycles- my escape. i don't want it to ever end. i am in love with summer. straight up. we're probably getting married soon. when it leaves, i will cry. it's okay though, we still have a month to be together. i have my trip to alaska planned and i have lots of things left to do before summer leaves me. so time to kick my butt in gear!