stormy weather.

i am not ready for the cold. but come on, am i ever? i will forever be a summer girl. but, this stormy weather has made me want to get a boy, a book, a blanket and cuddle up by the fire and listen to the rain fall. but alas, my picture perfect vision is missing the boy.

as winter is coming upon us, i wish more and more everyday that i still snowboarded. it's like taking over me wishing i still knew how. and now that i have all these friends that are on the slopes everyday in the winter the desire to get back out there gets greater as winter comes closer.

i've been feeling a little blue these days. russell been the best, and he's halfway around the world. sometimes i just wish i had a best friend here that would get me out of my house and force me to be social again. i'm becoming a hermit. or someone when i'm feeling sad, to just give me a hug and take me to get hot chocolate and we'dlaugh and forget any problems we had. xoxo

-m

p.s. harry potter update- just finished the fifth book [cried as usual.] now on the the sixth, which isn't my favorite at all, but i don't have long before the movie comes out!