Thursday, December 30, 2010

nyne.

day 9.a habit you wish you didn't have.

okay so not sure if this is technically a bad habit but it's something i wish i didn't do. i'm really paranoid about certain things. i have to know where all my stuff is at all times (aka phone, wallet, ipod, stereo, keys and camera) but it's not just my expensive stuff. like clothes and shoes and headbands (my sisters take them and i'm always worried about them losing or breaking them or me not getting them back.) i just have to know where everything is. i worry that if i don't know where it is, it'll get stolen or something. weird, i know! it even drives me crazy!

my other type of paranoia is like my house at night especially when i'm home alone. i totally freak myself out. i'm always afraid someone is going to like kidnap me or something. i think that people are going to like pop out from somewhere, especially in my basement. i always check behind the shower curtain when i go to the bathroom and if the movement light in the driveway ever turns on i always make my dad check outside. haha, i'm a freak i know. i wish i wasn't that paranoid but i am. i just get scared easily in that sense. cause normally i'm all about the adventure and don't get scared about doing things. i guess i'm just scared of someone breaking in or kidnapping me! haha i'm a nerd.
-m

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