"so now you know"

it's the weekend! yay for weekends! this week went by super fast! it really is so crazy how fast. weird. it wasn't very eventful in all honesty. just the usual classes followed by soccer and some homework and football. our flag football team scored a touch down, but still lost miserably. ali did all the coaching this game, i was rather preoccupied. :) anyway. i went to the usu soccer game yesterday with ben and joe and will. we won. yay for soccer. i got a new pink dress and it is so cute if i do say so myself.

wow so i really don't have anything to say...well i was talking to george last night on facebook and he always talks to me about ben. he was trying to convince me that i need to make the first move or else i'm going to regret the things i miss out on. which is so true. but i'm too scared to do anything. and personally i would prefer him to do something first. gosh i'm such a baby. but i think about the future and again, i'm scared. as soon as they sell their house at home they are going to move out of the dorm and then i won't see them everyday....and it's not just that i like ben alot. me and joe play soccer everyday. he's trying to teach me some sweet moves, and even though i fail he just laughs at me and keeps trying. him and will really are the brothers i never had. so i don't know what to do about the whole ben situation? any advice from people would be very very much appreciated.

well will just asked me to play ping pong, so i'm gonna head downstairs. please people, a little advice!!! i'm desperate here!! :) i think me and ali are going to sleep outside tonight and i am so so excited!! we'll probably freeze, but it will be such a party!!

"take chances, take a lot of them. because honestly,

no matter where you end up and with who, it always ends up

just the way it should be. your mistakes make who you are.

you learn and grow with each choice you make. everything is worth it.

say how you feel. always be you and be okay with it."