missing you

so there is this one quote...i got it from a bumper sticker...cheesy i know, but i really like it. it says

"missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them last or the amount of time since you've talked...its about that very moment when you're doing something...and you wish they were right there with you."

i love this quote. cause a lot of time with me it's out of sight, out of mind. but then something happens that reminds me of someone and it makes me miss them so much. a while back i was writing in my planner, and it reminded me of when me and christine would sit forever and just color pictures with highlighters so our planners were colorful and i wanted her there with me so bad. everytime the song "lean like a cholo" comes on i think of tyler. there are so many songs that remind me of rosie. even writing in my journal reminds me of kristin. anything that has to do with stats reminds me of christine. just little things remind me of a past experience or a person i did it with and it makes me want to be with them so bad. i miss people a lot. it has been FOREVER since i have seen samir and it makes me want to cry cause he is one of my best friends. christine...oh boy. we talk a little and it's good cause i love her, i even drew a hilarious picture i need to send! but whenever something funny happens i have to call and tell her. i'm coming home this weekend, but honestly i don't think i'll really be able to see anyone... :( but i miss everyone and there has been a time where something has reminded me of each and everyone of you.

i've talked about this before. i LOVE riding my motorcycle, Babs. It is my escape. it is soo great. yesterday me and ali hopped on and went up logan canyon and it was amazing. the leaves were all changing colors and it was so pretty. driving babs in the canyon is my absolute favorite. the turns and the smells and everything just make me so happy. you have all the time to think about whatever you want or nothing at all. this was by far one of the best weekends since i have been up here. last night at prayer meeting me and ali were honorary roommates again! people just love us too much. oh dear...love you all. and i'm sure everyone knows...but ali is GENIUS a prank calls. the boys department is...iffy? ya. i'm not really gonna go into that........

"i believe in love, lust, sex, and romance.

i don't want everything to add up to the

perfect equation...i want mess and chaos.

i want someone to go crazy out his mind for me <3

i want to feel passion, heat, and madness.

i want it all."