so there's this boy...

and whenever i'm with him i get this feeling of overwhelming happiness. i can't even describe it. i jsut so happy and i can just completly be myself. and we have so much in common. no joke. he loves airplanes and flying and knows how to fly and he plays soccer and loves four wheeling. sound like yours truly? exactly. he's so funny and soooo cute. and whenever i'm not with him i always think about him and can't wait to be with him again. but on the other hand this scares me an undescribable amount cause i don't want to get hurt. things are going good. we're taking things slow which is what i like cause we can really build a friendship and get to know each other. his parents are also kinda strict which makes it a little harder...but it is so great. we play soccer everyday and he helps me with my flying homework and we watch soccer games and ahhh he is amazing. and i'm trying really hard not to get too attached and i know it doesn't sound that way from i already said but i really am trying. promise. i just want something to finally work out for me. it would make me soo so happy!! and he is perfect... and his little brothers have become like the brothers i always wanted. it's kinda funny though cause i actually didn't start out liking him. i got to know him first and then it just clicked. i wasn't looking for anything, i was happy being single, really. just living life and loving it and he just happened across my path. i have a feeling this one might be different. so everyone, keep your fingers crossed.

anyway. i love school. seriously. i finally managed to get away from the returned missionaries in my flying classes who were creeping me out. and now i sit by this funny kid nate. math is so easy it is boring. u.s. institutions is of the devil. and i start flying next week. i layed in the sun and read chapter one of my aviation text book. and i just juggled and got the new record. 307! but ben will beat me soon.. oh! last week ben invited me to go to the park with his mom, 2 brothers, and 2 nephews and one neice. his neice, rachel, is my new best friend. she is so adorable. she is 7 and the cutest thing ever. we went down the slide together and climbed and she told me all about her bike and her favorite disney movies and she said that the only good thing about coming here was so she could see me. it was soo cute. she is amazing! i went to my cabin this weekend and rode four-wheelers and went to the hoe down. all these old drunk people followed me in a square dance. sooo funny watching them dance!! baha last night michael and bud got in mine and ali's bed til like 1. so funny. they just made fun of people in our yearbook. buuut i think i'm going to play some more soccer or something so i will talk to everyone later! i miss everyone tons and tons. love you guys!! keep in touch? tell me what everyone is up to!!

"life is about trusting your feelings

and taking chances. Loosing and

finding happiness, appreciating the

memories and learning from the past

and realizing people always change."