i seem to lack the ability to do what's right for me...i would rather please everyone else and do anything i can to make sure they are happy no matter how shitty they treat me. today, i tried to do what was best for me. one of the hardest decisions i have ever had to make and the response i get...of course tried to turn the blame back on me and now i feel lost and confused..questioning what i did. UGH. and this post isn't even going to make sense to anyone! my mind is such a jumbled mess. i am so tired of the same of boring story.
someone save me from disaster.