i like the rain cause no one can see my tears

soooo basically i had this whole, really great blog written up and i decided not to post it. it was about this amazing guy who is making my life so much better and meaningful and happy. but then i didn't post it cause i figured no one really wants to here my cheesy story about some boy they've never met. and ali will say you haven't known him that long! but really, i spend at very minimum 2 hours with him everyday. playing soccer, watching tv, or just talking. he taught me how to play ping pong today. but i'm done with my cheesy story.

this first week of school has been pretty great actually. i was so scared for school, for no real reason i realized. my classes are way cool, well besides government which is terrible and at 7:30 in the morning. :( my aviation classes are all really cool and i have become so interested in flying. [ps said boy flies and promised to help me with homework!! he's just tooo good to be true...] except there are some creeeeeepy returned missionaries. i am one of 3 girls in my 4 of my classes. which is sweet, but the first day i walked in and this guy was like "i saved you a seat!" weiiiird! and he talked to me all class and he's not cute and has an annoying laugh. next day, different class, another rm sat next to me and he was just as weird. then wed i go to the first class and the same guy says i saved you a seat again! so i'm just gonna have to find a new place to sit... but this place just rocks. the fire alarm went off at the dorm next door last night and it woke me and ali up so we ordered a pizza!! and toook some crazy pictures. i play soccer everyday. me and said boy have this juggling contest to see who can get more and i have won everyday but today...so i'll have to go beat him! but i play with him and his brothers everyday! i almost beat him in ping pong! but everynight is a party and there are really a ton of cool people here. my math teacher is a hippie and i just saw him frolfing. well i'm going to watch iron man on the field! peaccce! oh ps me and ali are managers of the football team!! and i am head coach! bahaha

"it's not up to me anymore.

if you want me in your life

you'll find a way to put me there."