got up on the wrong side of life today

ok. i don't know what changed my mind, or what changed inside of me. but i'm ready to go to college. i want out of this town. i'm sick of all this crap going on here and i'm sick of people lying to my face, pretending to be my friend. i've had enough. seriously. it's so old. the same thing over and over again. and i'm done. yeah there are some people here you i am going to miss so so much. but do i really have a choice? it's all part of life and leaving and going our seperate ways is something that is going to happen no matter how much i don't want it to. i'm ready. i'll stay in touch with people and i'll cry i miss some people so much. i'll write all the boys on their missions. but i'm ready to be out of the house doing what i want and hanging out with who i want.


i'm angry with the world right now. and i can't seem to pinpoint an exact reason why. and you know what really bothers me? when people capitalize the k in my name. who really knows why?